These past 2 days have been really a mood lifter... She said some things that I wasn't really expecting... And she gave me the strength to really pick myself up to start on my assignment (and finish it within 2 days!).
But she still hasn't said the magic phrase that will make me ecstatic. But I know, I must be patient. She always said I was impatient, and for her - for us, I will be a patient little boy and wait for my ice cream treat. I just hope that ice cream doesn't melt by the time I get to savour it...
God I miss her so, so much. I know it, she definitely knows it, but I don't know how she reacts to it. Is she moved? Is she touched? Will she ever say those words? Will I get to write the next chapter of our very unique story? I hope our book is not closed...
It is a story I write that I will never wish for it to end, because I am always looking forward to the next chapter of the story. Our story, girl.
My girl, my precious girl.