I never wanted to be 'one of those'. Marching to a different tune and singing to a different song, this is, yours sincerely, Me.
James
Talk No More
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @
Giving up may be the easy way out for most people. But I know it was one of the hardest decisions she has had to make. And it's the hardest thing I have to accept.
The way we held each other so tightly, the way our palms fit when we clenched them, the way we cried for each other that night, will always, always be tattooed in my heart. She will always be etched in my heart. I just hope she doesn't forget me, when eventually she leaves, like the way I won't forget the way she changed my life.
I only gave up because I loved her too much to see her like that. I only gave up because I wanted her to feel better. I only gave up because she meant too much to me. I see what I've written and I ask myself if I have really given up... No, I guess I haven't. But that's something she doesn't have to know.
Somebody please take me far away. Somebody please help me. I betrayed my own feelings and lost myself. Somebody please help me to get to know this stranger I see in the mirror. Please.
Borders, boundaries, invisible lines that cut me so deep I might just bleed to death. Wouldn't it be better if we just all lived in one big country?
The memories end here. The happiness ends here. The embraces end here. My love for her will end at the horizon you see at the open sea.
"I have nothing more to say", she said. I guess I'll have nothing more to remember her by.
And that's all she said.
The Way I Live - James
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