From My Heart, Through My Eyes, To These Words
James
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I never wanted to be 'one of those'. Marching to a different tune and singing to a different song, this is, yours sincerely, Me.

Talk No More
Monday, March 08, 2010 @
Should I be feeling happy that she said she really wants to be with me? Or should I be feeling sad because she said it would be painful and she won't allow it to happen?

If I knew this was one way traffic I would have backed off long ago... But it is not. Jen sis said, and I wholeheartedly agree, It is the most hurting thing when two people love each other and cannot be with each other.

And then she disappeared. Again. I think I understand... I think I do. This is the 5th time my mood and hopes went high, and then dropped down - hard. But who's counting, right? I still have not learnt my lesson...

I just wish that we could be together and fight whatever comes our way. I know we can. I wish we could. Maybe I'll never learn this lesson... The lesson of not to hope for too much. May the scars remind me.

The Way I Live - James

Manners would make a man
Apologies, to things can mend
Thank for what gets grant
Plead for what you want

Actions define your class,
Only from the heart it should be,
Instincts that reflects thee,
Hypocrites will finish last.

Do unto others,
What you would others do unto you,
But seek revenge,
And it only begets,
Another avenge.



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