I never wanted to be 'one of those'. Marching to a different tune and singing to a different song, this is, yours sincerely, Me.
James
Talk No More
Sunday, April 11, 2010 @
These dreams of me and her... They are really taking their toll on me... They feel so real and I am so happy with her in every one of them but they really make me feel fucked up when I eventually awake. And this awakening is usually just 2 or 3 hours after my bed time so my whole sleep is affected. It really sucks to be missing someone so bad. I know how to console myself... Take time to go out, be with friends, do something else... At the end of the day I still have to come home to my room and sleep right?
She's really in my heart and mind the whole time, and I can't avoid it. I think of her all the time, I can't even escape in sleep. But I'm so happy when I'm around with her, in those dreams. Maybe I don't want to escape. Maybe she's the drug that I'm addicted to. I thought I told myself to be stronger... I thought I would be better this time. I guess I'm just weak.
This feeling really sucks... Really. Maybe I'm driving myself insane. Argh.
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