well, just stepped out of the lecture hall... skipped the second half of POM lecture...damn tired n sian...haiz...thought that since it was so noisy inside and the projector was spoilt n also there were no more notes for me to copy, might as well tell the lecturer go fly kite...

just came back from P.Ubin ATC camp yesterday...stepping into the campsite brought back many memories...looking at the cadets... looking at how they bonded though they din noe each other that well before brings satisfcation to me...maybe this is my source of joy? maybe this is also my source of the only satisfaction i will get in my life. maybe being an instructor, despite the stress, is the right path for me to walk on...and on...and on...

im all alone in silicon lab now...raining outside...people walking past...blah blah blah...suddenly i asked myself many questions...wat is my objective in life? to be happy? how do people define happiness? smile? content? i dunno... think im going crazy...

1 year has passed since the last sec 3 ATC...made a few frens being a group instructor then...remembered that i juz graduated, all excited to pass my knowledge...memories...thats wats left of that camp... think moving on, looking to other camps is wat i should do ba...

thats all, nothing much,
i choose to end as such.

Manners would make a man
Apologies, to things can mend
Thank for what gets grant
Plead for what you want

Actions define your class,
Only from the heart it should be,
Instincts that reflects thee,
Hypocrites will finish last.

Do unto others,
What you would others do unto you,
But seek revenge,
And it only begets,
Another avenge.