just realised something in life after some thinking...

The things that you do, people don't remember...but the things that you do wrong, people will pick on that and shoot you with it...

it's the same with everybody, unless you are a saint. well people make mistakes i guess... anyway... fuck crap...

hmm...this morning was way off wat i hoped my days to be...damn...i can't find my gel, my mom kept it in some crap place that she herself cant remember, n wth, i was darn pissed. that made me late for meeting wif darling. dun think she was very happy though...sorry darling...just hoped that you ate the sandwich i bought just now... dun wan u to go hungry... :( think it was my fault...coz i pulled a long face after my "quarrel" with my mom... haiz...sorry to let it affect your mood for the day dear...

then came to skool. damn...forgot to bring the lecture notes...my fucking com at home cant even access vbus to download my MAFIT notes... what crap... hell, asked my fren how many pages n took 3 pieces of paper to go lab n print. he told me 5 pages. Fact of the day: provision for more than expected. coz when i went to the lab i found out that it was fucking 16 pages. someone up above save me.

gonna get my ORDB test result back later...a 'sure fail' subject...cant even understand wat the crap the lecturer is crapping about...how to study? study so much also no use...didn't even come out for exam. guess im just an unlucky piece of trash.

last saturday played in a soccer tournament at school...damn...hurt myself...after a nice cross from AC, i went for the ball wif my foot up ready to volley...den came the 'ouch' factor. Dino (the goalkeeper) rushed out to punch the ball out. the impact was sudden n great. we clashed n we both went down on the ground. he was clutching his stomach...i was clutching my...butt... i landed hard...real hard...well, another spat of unlucky scenarios huh...couldn't even score a goal...the closest was hitting the post in a match against Willy's team...darn...he's a damn good goalkeeper...haiz...if he was in my team...then...forget it...its over...

Manners would make a man
Apologies, to things can mend
Thank for what gets grant
Plead for what you want

Actions define your class,
Only from the heart it should be,
Instincts that reflects thee,
Hypocrites will finish last.

Do unto others,
What you would others do unto you,
But seek revenge,
And it only begets,
Another avenge.