Doing my assignment which is due tomorrow and I can't seem to get her outta my head. I know she's feeling down these few days and not being able to be next to her is torturing me. I want to be there for her, I know that she knows. But for now, maybe, it shouldn't be that way... I respect that.
But I will stick to my new motto, "never give up, never back down, lote thar lote".
Gosh I need some patience... But time is my worst enemy right now, and it is an unstoppable force. But I will be the immovable object and fight it, just to have the chance to hold her in my arms. I haven't really talked to her and hear her voice for about 3 months now. I haven seen her face for a month.
So I guess it's true that absence makes the heart grow fonder. An unlimited amount of fondness that seems to grow with each passing day.
Patience, James... Patience. I am learning it, and I'm learning it, the hard way. I know I will emerge a better man from this.