Sometimes I feel like a yo-yo when it comes to me and... her... When you let go of that toy, there is a string that lets you know that it will never go away from you, but at the same time, you drop it so nonchalantly downwards, it is as if you didn't need it at all. But when you feel like it, just a simple flick of the wrist and the toy will, with the help of the string, defy the strongest of natural forces - gravity, and rise back up to the palm of you waiting hand.
I liken my relationship with her to the yo-yo... She drops me down from the palm of her hand where I used to be so closed to, and then leave me out there, cold and alone. But sometimes she will flick her wrist, and with my love for her I travel up against gravity just to be in her clasping palms once again. My feelings for her is a string that will never break, but then again, nobody has heard of a string that is unbreakable...
But I will fight the wear and the tear, fight the natural forces, and fight all my way back up just to be able to hold her in my arms. But for now, I'm just waiting for the next hour, the next day, the next sms, and the next time she gestures me to roll upwards towards her again.
I wanna see her, and I wanna see her badly. She will know what I mean... :(