I never wanted to be 'one of those'. Marching to a different tune and singing to a different song, this is, yours sincerely, Me.
James
Talk No More
Thursday, March 18, 2010 @
I have not contacted her for the whole day... The first time I did so. But never did she leave my thoughts and my heart. If she only knew. I think she does.
She asked me to chase my dreams and give her up. How can I, when my only dream is to love her forever till we are old and grey? If she only knew. I think she does.
I have been out of sorts and losing focus in anything and everything. Coming undone and falling apart is all that I am doing now. If she only knew. I think she does.
The reflection of nothingness in the mirror is only but a total stranger that I see every morning when I wake up. If she only knew. I think she does.
If she fell down I would be the first to pick her up, to protect her from harm and be the invisible shield for her. If she only knew. I think she does.
I am missing the smell of her hair and the way she touched my face as tears rolled down our weary cheeks. If she only knew. I think she does.
I told her I did, and I will, love her for now and for always. If she only knew. I think she does.
When will we be alright again? Both of us will ask, but none of us will know. No I doubt we do.
How do I go on when the only certainty I have left is constant doubt?
The Way I Live - James
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