Helpless: Marked by an inability to act or react.
Helpless, that was what I felt when I saw you walk through that door into the room. We did talk days before this but I didn't know I would be so overwhelmed by the sight of your beautiful face - again.
Helpless, by the fact that I cannot hold tightly you in my arms and tell you how much I love you anymore.
Helpless, by the fact that all I can say is Hi, and smile, when I could be kissing your forehead and tell you how beautiful you look.
Helpless, by the fact that I can only see your long hair tied into a bun and not run my fingers through it and tell you how great it smells.
Helpless, by the fact that your hands are fiddling with your pen, where I could be holding it so tight where it fits nicely on mine after a kiss on the back of your hand.
Helpless, by the fact that we are just friends.
I thought I cleared myself up and I could look forward to school. But those familiar tears are hindering my view - again. I thought I reset.
I thought wrong.